Tuesday, February 19, 2008
so happy and full
hey, you know how it feels when you've just finished a meal so delicious and satisfying that it's all you can do to wait to have it again? yes. that feeling. aahhh.
i just had the most delectible chat with my new very good, inspiring, and heroic friend.... "BBZ"
we've been emailing back and forth for a little while now, checking in and on each other from time to time. she's amazing to me. a true fighter and lover of life, love, and understanding.
i really wasn't feeling well, in quite a bit of pain, stiffness, and the weather, though just gorgeous last week, has turned into one of my many enemies. and so i hurt. my joints feel like they have glass in them, my bones feel like there are aliens inside with jackhammers. pain. i had to get up and get ladybug off to school, and she was not in the mood. plus she wanted her daddy. we were late, which never happens, because of my pain. but my dearest BOTW, one of my angels, was there for me and took ladybug in. thank god for her.
so i came home and crawled back in the bed. i had nothing to do til 4pm. mmm yes, my heating pad. and sleep.
but then i had a dream about her, BBZ. and woke up. i made a sandwich. then checked my email. and there it was.... her email, invitaion to call her. so i did.
i am so glad that we have connected. i mean truly connected. we are connected and in so many, many ways. through her god reminded me just how blessed i am. how so many bless me, my life. inspire me, encourage me, lift me up. amazing this little life of mine is.
so now, i feel better. much better. the pain is still there, but i am much to happy because i am high from the delectible, delicious feast i've just had. thank you BBZ. i love you.
p.s.... i'm starting that paris jar today!!